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12 March 2012 @ 09:13 pm
on my mind.  
sadly i don't what's become of me or how i'm feeling; inside i'm an emotional wreck but outside i seem to be perfectly fine or so that's what everyone else seems to think. i don't know if it's because of the fact that i've put myself out there & i've gotten involved on that level with someone who isn't you or what. deep down in my heart i know i'll always love you, i know forever & always you will always have my heart. is it because that's how it's supposed to be or is it because i don't know if i'll ever be able to have it any other way? love, i hate you.

as of lately, your all that's been on my mind..i can think of nothing else. it in all honesty, pisses me off. everything i see makes me think of you, everything i hear takes me straight back to you. does getting over you really have to be this hard, or am i the one making it harder then it has to be?