Well man things seem to be getting worse and worse for me and old Larry..and pretty soon were not even going to be friends...anyway..so Hayley adds me on myspace...I add her back..we talk on ICQ..and I found out yesterday that everything he had told me, he had told her the exact same thing..and you will never know how bad it pisses me off that he would do that..I thought he was different from all of the guys that i've ever met..but I found out that he wasn't, that he's just like every other guy...and why I even started talkin to him, I don't know...and he got mad at me for telling her the stuff that he had told me..and he got mad because I sent her mine and his conversation to  on my space..I mean he got mad  at me, when she was the one that wanted it..and the thing is, that he told me like a couple of nights ago that I was like one of his best friends..and that def. was a bunch of bull shit...and I seriously feel like that she's just trying to be my friend, so we can talk and she can tell me stuff about Larry..then i'll get pissed then we want be friends anymore..and i'm so afraid of losing him as a friend, that it ain't even funny..I mean I don't want that to happen, but sooner or later it will happen..and i'm afraid of that!!   

Well theres this girl and for some reason someone told her that I hated her..and I SWEAR that I didn't say nothing about hating her....Well see the thing is that the guy she's talkin to right now..we were friends then he told me he liked me, then I left and went to state for 3 or 4 days..then when I get back, he tells me he started liking her....Well actually he didn't tell me, I had to find out on my own..Then I asked him about it, then he told he did..I rly don't have no clue who would have told her that..I've only talked to 3 people about the "whole situation"..and thats Larry,Shakeithra,and ?..the person's name will remain name-less for the time being..but if they didn't tell, then who did??..cause those 3 people are the only 3 people that I talked to about it.♥

 well now that I have that outta the way and off of my chest..I must do what I do best..and thats post some quotes.♥

♥A smart girl kisses, but doesn't love
listens but doesn't believe
& leaves before she is left



♥Its wierd, the way we always find ourselves running back to the ones we used to love; and for some reason thinking that it might work out differently the second, third, or fourth time around



♥Its not fair they way you went and just took my heart like that 



♥In order to love
You must risk pain



♥I love those fake fights we have when we're together because i know that if i walk away,
you will come after me.



♥The worst way to misssomeone is
 to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them



♥REAL LOVE isn't something you can measure
there's no formula. there's no equation. it just happens.
and when it does, you just know 



♥i hate being alone.
waiting for you to talk to me.
knowing that you're with her.
i'm tired of waiting for you to come home.
you cant just spend all your time with her
and tell me you "love" me at the end of the day.


 
♥she stares at her phone, waiting for the call that’s never
going to come. she hopes, that maybe today will be
the day he realizes his mistake, but deep down she
knows, today will just be another disappointment.>/font color>

♥You know those days, where you just want it all to go away? Where you wish you could just go back to the way things used to be? Yeah, todays one of those days. Those days where you just want to breakdown, and never get back up. Those days that are followed by those nights, where you crawl into your bed to cry yourself to sleep, only to hope that the next morning, you won’t wake up to face it all again...*

 ♥To My Favorite Ho Nanny♥

I just figured that I would say that I'm sry things turned out the way they did..He's a complete ass-hole..this time I actually thought things were going to work out..well boy was I was freakin' wrong..I want you to know that its his lose and when he realizes what he lost, it will be to late..and then he'll just be SOL...but hopefully things will get better for you...you need to let a sister hook you up with *you know who* even though he's so freakin' shy..PLUS he's a total hottie...and I hope you know I freakin ♥ you.

♥We walk around talking to complete strangers 
Laughing for absolutely no reason 
Act like we're 4 year olds 
Have stupid fights that are over in 10 minutes 
Attempt to dance how they do in the music videos 
De-Pants each other in public 
Have wars against bitches that hate us 
Take stupid pictures for hours 
and thats why were best friends

♥Always Listen too Your Heart.
cause even though its on the left. its always Right. 

♥When you can't stop smiling after you talk to him
&& you still get butterflies..
&& that huge smile across your face everytime you see him
that lets you know that he will always mean something to you.x3

♥Been there and rocked that ; Just crank up the
volume && we can sing like superstars && dance
like we're famous with ripped jeans, popped
collars, && Huge sunglasses
c a u s e- t h a t s- h o w- w e- r o l l

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(¯`×. N jUst whEn I tHoUgHt
tHaT I rAn OuT oF rEaSOnZ tO
{sMiLe} .... .:YoU:.CaMe aLoNg. x´¯)
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♥Credit to http://www.xanga.com/OHxTHOSExQUOTES♥

♥im not afraid of telling you that i love you ;; im afraid of what you`ll say back
♥a tear rolls down her cheek ;; emotions too strong for her  to hide any longer.her cover is blown && the pretending is o.v.e.r.

♥the feelings that i have for you i just can`t explain » i swear you`re [ a l l ] i e.v.e.r need that won`t -e.v.e.r c h a n g e- 

♥i try to fool myself. i try to <3 pretend that i want someone else but deep down, i know that <3 i have always wished for you and me

♥There's always gonna be that guy,  that no matter what happens   between you two,no matter  how long you go without talking, you just never stop loving him

♥i'm the kind of  person that laughs at jokes 3 times -» once, when its told  -» once... when its explained -» and  once 5 mins later when i finally get it .

♥& he'll drive you crazy only because he knows he can

♥they say talk is cheap so i bought every word you said

♥nobody said it was easy but no one ever said it would be this hard

♥i love seeing you smile  but it kills me knowing that  SHE's the reason

♥sometimes the two people that are meant for each other are the last ones to realize it.

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

Well Tuesday I left for State..I went shoppin Wed. and all day Thursday!! I just now got back!! Not in a rly good mood!! Well for one thing I hate it when a guy tells you he likes you but its rly funny how he's feeding you and OTHER girls the same bull shit..I hate guys cause they lie SO much...I hate guys..OMG i'm so freakin' pissed that it ain't even funny..well one guy in particular, I thought I liked but you can't like a guy these days, without them likin 50 million other girls at the same time!! 

*I thought I was the S.p.e.c.i.a.l O.n.e but I guess not-

*And you wonder why you get the 20 questions?-

*Everything I see reminds me of YOU-

♥It was really weird. Last night I was thinking..why is it that two people meant to be are always so far apart? I sat for hours wondering why such a thing has to be. But then it came to me..the distance tests your love. If youre apart & its meant to be, you will be together

♥he gave her two red roses,
each with a note. the first
one saying, "for the women
i love." & the second,
"for my best friend." 

♥it's amazing..some people, they just say these small things. one sentence & it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. small words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. it changes everything, & nothing between you two is ever really the same again. even if they don't know it, it still happens.

♥  i love how i can be a total dork
around you, and you will still make
me feel ABSOLUTELY amazing.

♥ You're not  friends because you sit  together at lunch` or talk on  the  phone; or have  matching  flip-flops'  or can recite  each  others  wardrobes. you're  bestfriends because when she smiles, a  grin  forces itself  across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain && want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's  no  one  you could  ever trust  more. regardless of how many  broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends

♥-Bowling Green HERE WE COME-♥

♥Love is a wish that hides in your heart and nobody knows about it but you.....love is blinding, an eternity in a single moment, a religion worth dying for.....but it's also time consuming...and a pain in the ass, and a hole in the heart, that sorta thing, not necessarily that order, but....I'd like to think it is that order...really. - Billy Bob Thornton -

♥But nothing, not getting angry, not prayers, and not tears. Nothing can make something that happened, un-happen. 

♥it happens at different times for different people ..
but it happens to everybody.
its the worst part about growing up,
heartbreak, but its a part of life.

♥sometimes, even when people try to do something good, it still turns out bad. 
♥i apologize for calling you, i know its kinda late
but alots been on my mind and i fear it couldnt wait
i just wanted to say hello, and make sure your doing all right
i guess i needed to talk to you, to get me through the nite
but the real reason i called might shock the hell out of you
i've actually been doin well, and i found somebody new
someone who makes me smile, and adores everything in me
who finds me his reason for living, and loves me whole heartedly
but before i give my heart to him, i had to hear your voice
i just had to know for certain if i was making the right choice
but now that im talking to you, i dont think that i could
do you think i should love him? are you really gone for good?
because i dont want to fall in love with him & miss my chance with u
and let this all have been for nothing, after all that i've been through
but what if i find happiness wit him &, god forbid, there comes a day
when u want me again but i dont want u, and i turn your love away?
i fear the day that i wont need you, like i always have before
but i also fear I'll never get u back. Im not sure what i fear more
so i need u to tell me honestly, what you want me to do
should i ride on back of this princes horse, or should i wait for u?
because if u tell me that its over & u will make that girl your wife
then I'll let u go once & for all, and get on with my life
but if theres still a part of you that feels anything for me
you have to tell me right now, and tell me truthfully
is she standing there beside u? wondering whos on the phone?
would u rather have this conversation when your all alone?
okay just do something for me then, lay down and close your eyes
i want u to think about me tonite, and see if u get the butterflies..

♥around your friends you acted like you didnt love me or even care
but then when we were alone you said stuff like "ill always be there"
well that was the biggest lie ive ever heard.
now that its over and everyone knows why you're gunna be sorry
when your boys start saying "damn you're one stupid guy"

I want you

AND

ONLY YOU!!

Just got home from school...just tryin to get ready for the game tonight..we play for the championship..the game should be rly good..just hope our girls step up..I wanna win SO bad..It was be rly nice to get to go to state..I was hopin that Larry would go, but he has class..so he can't go...*tear*..lol..well today has been VERY dramatic..well I guess i'm gonna go eat!!!